…well not really. The cake is just postponed for a year.
I totally understand the reason behind it. Whatever. I’m not even mad. I’m just sad, that’s all. I was looking forward to it because it’s the only rewarding thing for me this year. I don’t ask for much. I just want to be exposed to a lot of different things. I just want to gain more experience and technical skills. In fact, I just want to have fun while learning but of course I want to feel that certain rewarding feeling.
A friend told me, it could be a sign but I don’t usually believe in that crap.
This day has drained me of all my motivation.
It’s sad to be me right now. 😦
It’s the first day of September–my favorite month but I guess it just didn’t start right.
On my birthday, I’m going to buy a cake and it’s not going to be a lie.