When you are too steady, it becomes boring.
Oddly enough, the situation feels too comfortable but there is still something missing.
This is the point when I start making everything complicated because IDK WTF is wrong.
I screw things up and make fucked up decisions until I realize what I really want.
But until then, the messing up phase goes on and on and on…
…just like how it is now.
For now, I am a work in progress.